I really despise applying to shit, namely colleges. It makes me feel like a loser, because I stress over it like no one's business.

Everything has been incredible lately, though. Only a little over a month until Tracy comes back down here (YAY!!! About damn TIME!), and then just a little over six months until we're packin' up and movin' in together. Life is fucking incredible, really. How I quite honestly got to be so blessed and lucky is beyond me. Did I mention I have the perfect l'il wife, because she's already planning to call the apartment complexes up there? When she told me that last night, my heart nearly burst with even MORE love. I have so much planning to do for us myself. I really need to get my shit together. I need things to be just as perfect for her as she's making them for me. But I'm not worried. I know everything will be absolutely amazing. AHHHHHH!!! Excuse me while I scream and swoon with unimaginable happiness. Tracy, baby, I can't wait to finally live with you. I love you so unbelievably much, my darling! You are the most perfect and beautiful fiancee in the entire world. I mean that with all my heart, body, mind, and soul.

So, there's my life in a nutshell. At least the parts I'm willing to share. I'm reading The Hunger Games, because my love has gotten me hooked on it. That's some deep stuff right now, The Hunger Games. You people should read it.

Huh... anything else... hmmmm. Nope. I'm just ready to get the fuck outta Mississippi. Hasta la vista, hick, no-brain majority. I'm done with your suckfest.

Pennsylvania, here we come!